If I have to go...

I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they posses inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be

I can't stop listening to Joy Division.

P.S Art Brut were fantastic.

cant there be 5 extra hours at night?

Is it lame that I think Australolia is a funny word? Also, I'm thinking about going and getting a coke, but I'm also feeling quite lazy and we're going out tonight, WAH.

poop, we can poo into each others bottoms back and fourth forever.

i'm in the apple store pigs, on regent st, do you love it?

etc.

On Saturday night we saw Bloc Party at the Roundhouse, afterwards we went to a gay bar and did countless shots of white chocolate flavored vodka. Gate crashed a private Halloween party and stole pumpkins, met the devil and saw Little Bow-Beep, the devil said her sheep were lost and he knew exactly where she could find them.

Sunday, we slept until 2pm. Then Ali and I went to a greek restaurant and saw Bat For Lashes at KoKo. I was anxious and extremely hungover, but the weekend was essentially perfect.

Tonight I'm going to see Macbeth with Patrick Stewart, but don't worry it's not Star Trek based, although I did briefly believe that.

Did you know New York Charlie smells? Mark said this anyway, he only bathes like twice a week. Kris's hair looks very nice today.

I'm on the internet, last night we went to a Halloween event at the VMA, amazing. Harry-fookin-Potter getz arrested for prac'n the dark artz, wat a fooking crock.

h155

Why can't life be like a fairy tale, it makes sense to me if it is. In a fishing boat she thought she saw the shadow of God. I'm smoking to much, but I still want another one.

Sarah I want to be like you, you know sometimes I want to live like you, so I know how it feels not to feel.

People took my picture again today? We went to London Bridge and The Tower of London, it was raining, I was wearing a yellow ensemble and kris wore thongs, it was freezing, damn tourists. Tonight we're going to KoKo to see The Thrills, not sure if I like them, but I want to go to KoKo, so I don't care.

I'm gagging for a cigarette, however am avoiding in an attempt not to smell like smoke. But I want one. Give me. I got Kylie Darling today, it was a pack and only £20. Nice. I love Brick Lane, sometimes I just sit around thinking about it and touching things. Not really, but the gesture was forgivable I suppose. I want to ring Jon but cant because it's around 4am in Australia I think. Tonight we might go to the Tate. Kris has a date, oh la la. I still want to see Control. Tomorrow however I think we're going to Foreign, for which I have a new dress and new shoes. And a new smell, cat fish?

So hopefully tomorrow night, instead of an abundance of gay men asking 'are you wearing Britney Spears perfume?', they'll say 'Darling is that Kylie?'.

Today in Leicester Square some girls asked to take my picture, I said yes and for some reason didn't bother to ask why. I'm sure I blushed.

I have bright pink gloves.

my favourite kind.

They pulled a horse out of the water, take me there through the desert shores. They said to be me, this is yours to wear, you're the chosen one there's no turning back, no.

I'm in London. I officially love it, especially when it's grey and raining. I have blisters on my feet from walking in the rain in flats, that were definately not designed to be rain-wear.

Yesterday we tried to go to Rough Trade records, but it's been moved, maybe later in the week. I bought something that looks like a dead rabbit for £50, am sure it was worth it though, I mean it's so soft.

Australia is like a blank slate compared to England, home is vast and conservative. Or maybe it's that Australia is the equivalent to a 16 year old semi-christian and London is aged 25 and very naughty, you know, just to personify matters. Or maybe that only works for me.

My london boyfriend is so very nice. I have a picture of him in my purse and sometimes when his friends are around I take out my purse and show him, to compensate for not being about to kiss him.

SEEYALL IN A MONTH WOAH.

My whole life is constantly flashing before my eyes, it's always inaccurate vignettes, except, sometimes it's so predictable, I cant help but think this whole thing is a charade.

You know the answers, so why do you ask?
I'm only being nice ;)

If I could fuck forever, then I could forget about everything, woe Peter Doherty, woe Courtney Taylor-Taylor, what blasphemy this is.

I feel odd tonight, happy to still be in Australia actually. It's only just dawning on me, how much I'm going to miss everything. However I will probably have an amazing time too. I think this reflective phase is mostly on account of being sick and thus vulnerable and messy. But I'm on anti-biotics so it should be gone by Wednesday.

STF SAID; This week has been my tying up loose ends week, I have a massive to-do list for tomorrow and I'm actually exhausted thinking about it. But it was amazing having nothing to do with Q and A for a whole week//. RECORD VERBAITUM